I would like to express my condolences to the friends and family. Loosing someone we love is never easy. Sometimes our close friends and family do not even understand our pain. Fortunately, we have a loving God who does and knows exactly what we need. Turn to Him in prayer. He is the God of all comfort and wants to help you through this. 2 Corinthians 1:3,4 says praised be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of tender mercies and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our trials so that we may be able to comfort others in any sort of trail with the comfort that we receive from God. I hope this is a source of comfort to you.