Hello, I would like to extend my sincere condolences to all in your family for your lost. Death preamates our world and causes a lot of pain and suffering. It makes you wonder if God cares about you and your family. I assure you that He does. In 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 He is referenced as "The God of all Comfort." Our Heavenly Father Jehovah is very saddened when we lose a loved one. He has promised in the near future to do away with all the things that cause pain and discomfort, In Revelations 21: 3-4. If you would like to learn more about this subject, I invite you to go to (www.Jw.org).